I learned that my fear of getting older is accompanied by a very strange fear of not "acting my age." I'm almost 30 years old and was just today wearing a Rocco's Modern Life inspired Johnny Cupcakes shirt. Granted, the man behind that shirt is like the same exact age I am, and its not like Rocco is a new cartoon, but most people don't perceive me as being over 25. That weirds me out a little... a lot. But I also don't want to be old and boring and not be allowed to wear fun things like that. Or do stupid things with my friends. I don't know... but these are things that I have become quite aware of recently. Its an interesting battle, to be me.
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